Mixed Desires

Lately, I had the chance to talk about what I feel towards someone, I clarified what was on my mind about our relationship, and how I would like things to go between us, regardless of the long-lasting doubts in my head. However, after that, something in me as changed - I wasn't sure if I meant those things anymore. Couldn't help but wonder: is it true that once we get what we want, we tend to stop wanting it? Or maybe, you didn't want it that much in the first place.

But then you can't just go and say the opposite because you'd sound controversial. So, instead, you just play along with the first decision you've made. I've heard that in Russia people always tend to be direct, no matter what other people might think, if something is bothering them they'll say it. If you're being a dick they'll tell you that you're being a dick, and if they change their minds (probably) they'll say they've changed their minds. Why can't we be more like Russians? More direct. I'm not saying we must be heartless, but being more direct instead of going along with something you no longer want for yourself, would avoid many long-term problems.

Maybe I should go and tell that person I no longer have the same intentions.

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