C(hoco)ardio Routine

I am the procrastination queen with no auto-discipline. What does it take to change that?

I don't seem to be getting any better. Even though I finish things on time, I always take too long to complete a task that I could do in a twinkling of an eye. And that pisses me off because I could have been doing many other things instead. Also, I'm always lazy to do workout and I can never resist chocolate. Since I realised that the run to the nearest chocolate shop was my cardio, I knew something had to change.

Why can't I be more self-disciplined?

Bingo: I am much more likely to follow my willpower than my duties. I believe this might be the main justification for my unhappiness, as contradictory as it may sound. We have always been told that we'd be happier if we do as we like; however, some "moment decisions" might lead to long-time bummers - good work, Sherlock.

But it's true: you might feel happy while enjoying your sweet hazelnut chocolate, but you might not be as happy when you've gained weight, or a bellyache, due to that. Or even when you have an essay deadline and, even though you started writing it two weeks ago, you still have a lot to do.

Not cool, at all.

Therefore, here I go - once again - I'm gonna set my mind to refuse the things that I already know that won't be good for me in a long-time period. Enough is enough right? Nothing ensures me that it will be different from the other times, but I like to bang my head against the wall so, wish me l̶u̶c̶k̶ focus.

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